I consider myself to be VERY independent. It works out well with Joel's work schedule because I get nights to myself to do my own thing without having to worry about pleasing someone else. This makes me enjoy my time with him on his days off even more. Here lately he has been going back into work to help out, so I'm home alone. My independence is running low & I'm just plain tired of sitting home alone. With that being said, I love that he is dedicated to his job & helps so many people. I admire all that he does & love him so much for it! I know I'm being selfish, but I just want a little time w/ my fiance! I'm strong & things will return to normal eventually.
My back trouble has intensified over the last couple of days. The original lower back pain that they say is SI joing related has now become an entire back ache and even into my hips. The past two days have been miserable. I can't sit or stand in any position to make it any better. Today has been better, & I intend to continue relaxing so it'll be bearable by Monday.
I'm going to get ready for church. Another thing I was looking forward to doing with Joel, but I'll be going solo tonight.
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